Well last night was terrible.
Mattie went into labor, I was the only one with her.
The calf was backwards and I believe the cord had broken earlier, as I saw something I was curious about but now I feel sure that was what it was.
Any way we had to pull the calf out with chains, and the baby was dead....
I let Mattie lick him for just a few minutes and then we wrapped him up in a big sheet and went to bed.
She is depressed and so am I.
Too sad to write about this.